Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 4:59 AM
haha. long time no type. lol
hmm.. more than 1 year perhaps?
lol
it's the hols now.. just a few more days and it'll be prelims alr:(
omg. friggin dreading it ot the max can!?
igmgmogmogmogmogmog:(((((((((((((((
sighs.
so sian lah.
argh.
ohwells. at least he's back.. and i've got some bit of motivation to do work as well.
lol
went out with ashlyn today..
study meet up more of tho..
ate island creamery again:)
omg. gg grow dam fat ass can!?
lol.
sigh. next time i even told her, i wanna work there:)
lol.. then by tt time how?!
become some fat ball of lump rolling around, scaring ppl away?
lol
hmm.
tmr stiudyin in skool with him and some other ppl again.
hope they wont come.
argh.
so much has alr been leaked out alr.
i don't even relli like them in the first place.
ive just got a bad taste huh?
sigh.
dam sian.
omg.
ucles have lung cancer, one stage 2, the other, maybe 2 or 1 or dreadfully not, 3.
touch fuckng wood.
sigh.
can die lah seriously.
and ive been falling sick like siao some more..
:(:(:(:((
rawrs...
hope i continjue to have more motivation and be more inspired to do work, and pray more and not be a bad bad catholic!:(
BYEEEEEEEE
Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 6:08 PM
i slept at 10 20p/m last night. and this morning i woke up at 7.36am.
bout 9 hrs of sleep.
im more than contented.
i dun usually sleep tt early..esp. ever since being in the ib programme. sriously, it sucks the life outta u.
slowly slwly.
you'll start to fade even.
sighs. ohwells.
stupid stupid week i've had. last week oso counted.
see ah.
last thurs i had an econs. test..so i had to study for tht. cos i mean like. hu wants to not study and end up dg badly huh.
only ben dans.
yeah. and i had many many other extra homework tt i haf to hand up. next week(next monday)
but see..i had 2 major wajor tests- chem and bio.
sucked la seriously.
i started studying bio on saturday. and i studied for like..almost the whole day..like literally..yeah.
and on sunday..i studied bio again (the last part) and i moved on to chem. in the late afternoon.
sigh
my ass was literally glued to the saet.and all tt bending down..sigh
so my neck and shoulers both hurt frm tt impact.
and this morning wen i woke up. i had a fever. and my back was still ahing. so were my shoulders. and my neck.. and on monday, while i was writing down answers during my chem. test..i suffered a serious brain burn.
lol. cool word huh.
ok.
yeah. and tt was only like wad..the first period!?
sighs.
damn sui la.
den..my lymph nodes started swelling up..
(sth. tt takes place..before i fall sick)
yeah. togtr with body aches.
tt's the signs of me..falling sick..soon.
lol
and look wad happened.
sighs
but anyways..just summing up everything.
yesterday was hell.
not good. very bad.
yeah.
sucked.
at least i dun haf any brain burn today. if not..ah..i willl just..sigh i dun even noe wad to do anymore..
omg. and thank god tt i dun haf sore throat. or dry throat or wdv.
cos..if tt were to happen. life wld seriously be damn crewed up..well..mie anyways.
lala.
i've gtg update my cas blog soon(:
havent been updaing in a million years alr.
oh wells.
lala.
SIGH
Y DO I KEEP FORGETTING TO TAKE MY BLOODY CAS FILE FROM CAROL LING HUH!?!!??!?!
and i feel quite cheated now..cos she gave me like only wad.. 14 friggin pathetic hours for celefest!?
BLOOOOODY HELL LA..SERIOUSLY
ARGH.
sighs. oh wells.
lardeeh larrhh lrhhzzszszzxzxzx.
HAHA.
XD
sian.
later must study for test again.
bloody hell la.
so damn irritating can.
SIGHSSSSS.
i hope i didnt do too badly for my econs test.
sigh.
she'll prolly give it back to us tday.
TT
so dumb la.
halfway thru the test
i mixed up the friggin graphs..and then i got stuck..stupid right.
SIGHHHHHHHH.
i dun care.
i must always get very highly commended cert. every term.
if not ah..
RAWRS.
I MEAN.
although its just a piece of aper.
but like..
it gives me the motivation..i need..to study for my tests..and to not give up..wenever i feel like..
and..i just haf to think bout how much my parents are spending.just so i can continue studying in my skool now.
sigh.
i calculated tt i need to earn 500 k.. to give back to my parents. like..yeah
a benz for my dad.
trip to europe and US for my mum. and sth ex. for my sister.
sighs.
oh crap.
i didnt count in the expenses for my uncle and my aunty yettttttttttttttttttttttttt!!! T.T
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
SIGH.
they took care of me..wen i was much younger. haha. oh my. sigh sigh sigh
OK. u noe wad.
i just need to earn A MILLION BUCK.s
and everything else will fall into place..i hope.
I LOVE BLOGTHINGS(:
HEE. ALL THE QUIZZES THERE. ALL SO AWESOME MAWHAHWHWHHWHAWHWA.
(:
OMG I FRIGGIN HATE TRIDO.
AND BLOODY TRIGO GAPHS..Noooooooooooooooooo/
T.T
THIS RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLIIRELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELL IRELLI RELLI SUX TO THE MAXXXXXXXXESSSSTTTTT MAX LA.
SIGH.
SO FRIIGGGGIN SIAN ALR LAH.
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 5:40 AM
today, it was.. quite. terrible.
again.
yes, i noe.
i'm doing an awfully sucky job..at this.
sigh.
im still at a lost.
things..continued...the way it was. during bio..and a little..after..
aalya.
she came to my rescue.
well, sorta.
when she finally came down from biology..
we were walking up and down the staircase..
and i was..just..finlling in on the things..
all my stupid problems.
so long.
till she couldnt eat.
stupid me.
sorry aalya.
i'll treat u..to a nice meal next time k! (:
thks..for being there for me..
when no one else could..
well, physically anyways.
i msged.. danny to.
shes truly awsomely the very bestest best.
she always noes wad to say.
and i feel comforted.
all at once.
without needing her to be there..
physically.
THANKS AALYA & DANNIELLE !<3
then..i went to the library during my 2 free peroids, when most of them..were off to..their english class.
and..i walked to the libaray myself.
i planned to do my chemistry.
wanting to try to understand..what i could not..seem to..in an instant...unlike the rest.
i was working on it..when i looked up and saw quan de.
he's a really really nice nice nice guy (:
we sat down on the floor, he started tokkin..bout...stuff..
about his gf..
ej and me..
blah blah.
all the usual stuff..
and then..i told him.
about..
my situation.
and he made it..
all really simple..
and made me realise.
that.
wad we were all thinking..
was..indeed.
true.
i hope!
yeah. then we spent around..15 mins..playing badminton.
haha
we played it..the tennis way
haha.
counting all the scores and all.
he won..
only cos i let him.
HAHA.
jk lah.
hes a badminton pro k.
T.T
fine fine.
see ive admitted it alredi..
happy now?
hehs.
heck care u.
next time..wen u play tennis with me.
im so GONNA OWNNNNNNNNNN U!
mwhahah.
ok lah .
i give u handicap k.
hehs.
yeah. anyways.. after that little game.
i was sweating
lols.
oh wells.
and..i went to holland v's bubble tea shop..
to buy bubble tea.
wtf!?
i paid 2 bloody bucks..for it.
and ended up dropping the whole cup..
when i..poked my straw in.
stupid shit lah.
oh wells.
sighs.
life sucks.
so..today was a really up and down kinda day for me.
then..i went back home..
played tennis..
with nico and aldo <3
HAHA.
so cool lah
played for 2 hrs straight. ok..
not super straight.
i went to drink..
but i came back..
with a pot belly..
ahha.
yeah
lah
so fun.
cos..
i could hit back.
better..
wen he hit hard..
i hit hard.
its like..sum counter atack thingy.
oh wells.
haha.
i hope..
it'll be all ups for me.
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 12:53 AM
i miss mg terribly. no. more of my mg friends than anything else.
we've all parted on our different routes, and..we're all leading new lives.
In my school, i have a group i always sit with.
- nemo
- ee jie
- justin
- samantha
- paula
- joshua
- jeffery
yeah there's 8 of us, including me.
In this school, i find it much easier to make friends with the guys..compared to the girls..call me weird..but..whatever.
My closest guy friends in this school:
-Ee jie
- kevin
- justin
- nemo
ee jie..is my closest guy friend..because..he's my ib.
and i'm his.
he's also..a good listener..and..kinda my confidante.
but..i have to admit that..i dont always go to him first..
when i've got my problems.
Its either danielle or my mg friends first..then..him..but..usually..it depends on the issue..i have.
and lately..theres one..tugging on my heart strings.
cos it stings..quite a lot.
they've told me..to not get so worked up.
but..if it were u..
im sure youd do the same.
the details:
i have a close close close guy friend from this skool.
lately..he's been avoiding me, ignoring me, treating me as though i'm invisible..
i wanna noe y..if its true.. i wanna say..im relli relli sorry..but..sometimes in life..you cant alwyas get what you want.
and sometimes..its all about the letting go.
you just need to let go.
and when i say let go..i dont mean..totally forgetting the past..
i mean..let go..but still reamain friends.
it gets really tiring..a dat spent in school, not laughing with you anymore..
it feels as though..theres some missing piece.
thats right there..but..always..so elusive.
what if i told you..that sometimes..i enjoy school so much better with you.
would you stop ignoring me?
if what i'm guessing is right..
i know..what it feels like..to be in this position.
neither here nor there..am i wrong?
you said youve stood to close to the fire.. and so have i.
and..im sorry for that, too.
i want you to noe tt..
i've always seen you as my really good friend.
and nothing more.
ever since i met you.. i always thought you were going to be a great friend.
but now..
the choices youve made..
its..
hurting the both of us.
am i just worrying too much..or have i seen too much into the details.
no, i still dont think so.
i've been praying for quite sometime already. will you be so cold..like u were the past week?
and the atmosphere gets so strained?
i've been such a whimp. i dont dare to talk to you anymore.. especially on msn. so..i try to leave really subtle msgs. on my pm. if you didnt already noe..it's always been directed to you.
and..you replied one..the fire one..
i asked you wad your fire was. and you said.. secret.
mondays just some hours away. the numbers really dont matter anymore.
i just want us to go back to where we were before.. before all these..complications.
where we were all smiles and nothing else;
and..its been quite sometime now.
please..will you just forgive me?
say you will.
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 6:07 AM
sigh
today...
i spilled iodine solution..
haha.
loser lah.
this was during chem practical..
lol
some..went into my eye..
and it..stung a little.
oh wells.
some got onto my shirt as well...
but..
yeah
it kinda dissolved..wen..i dabbed it with a wet tissue.
lol
previous time...when i spilled wth on myself.
was..also..during a chem pract..
but..ut was methylene blue soln.
lol
which was like..
orange lah.
lol
i hope..bottles with solution..will be the only things..i'll be..dropping.
;x
Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 5:14 AM
oh man!
ken peh..has sth against me..
hurry up can.
i need your evaluation by 11pm.
or else...
i will haf no 5 action hrs..tt i totally deserve!!!
under the hot sun.
SIGH.
oi.
dun like dat leh.
i'm alwyas super on time.
oh man.
i'll be totally screwed..
and i'll come haunt you.
im serious.
!!!!@@@!!!!!!!
some supervisor..
why so..
uhm.
sigh
i dunno wad to say alr lah
Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 5:58 AM
lalalallalalalalla!!!
(:
hahahahahhhahah.
yays.
so happy.
finally a day to rest..
tmr..
tt is..
yeah
and maybe tonight..
unless i feel like dg my work..
sigh..
two tests next week.
shit lah.
its chem on monday..econs on thurs.
SIGH.
so annoying!!!
@@@@@
sigh.
haf to start mugging soon..
lols
i hope i can get 41 points for IB exams.
hahas.
yeah i know..
big dreams.
oh weellllllsss.
(:
oh yeah.
today..for TOK presentation.
i only screwed up the last part!!!
yeah man
great improvement.
haha.
seriously.
oh and our grp gt 13/20 for it.
so far..
its the highest mark.. anyones ever got..for this weeks presentation..
im sure sam's grp will do damn well-again.
oh weellllls.
sams a genius.
lols.
like ben..
do..
you cant expect anything less.
sigh.
so depressing k.
the other day we were having a higher education talk..held in the school.
sigh.
i almost wanted to cry lah.
obv i didnt.
it'll be so damn embarrassing can.
cos..
all my childhood friends are leaving..me!!
T.T
okok.
not all of them..
more of my closer childhood friends.
when i say childhood friends..
i mean..
ppl who grew up with you since nursery..
yeah
all the way till now.
T.T
SIGH.
bryan's gg to Canada.
sigh
stupid lah.
why THERE MAN.
if not you could've joined Nemo & i..
in acsi!!
T.T
sigh
yeah
and then, theres nemo..who's leaving for UK.
he holds a british passport i think.
yeah..
and theres amelia..
whos alr..
in Aussie.
T.T
WHY!!!??!?!?!?
sighh.
all of you slowly one by one..
pang sei me!!!
T.T
lols.
oh wells.
at least..they're not the only friends i have..
oh wells.
LOl.
okay..
i have officially thought of wad i wanna name my kids.
LOL.
yeah
with cool names.
WMAHHWHAHAMWMAWHAH.
girl: Kyra (haha..sumone said sth bout kaya..when i told them wad i wanted to name my first daughter..SIGH. oh wells.. at least..kaya's YUMMY! lols.)
Michelle
boy: Symeon
Bryan
yeah..sth like dat..
in my opinion..
i think these names are either cool/ unique.
lol.
yeah more of both
lols.
sigh
tmr..
im gg to miss the movie.
then i'll meet up with the rest...
i dunno wad we're gg to do..
after they finish the movie..
rob hang out at orchard.
lol
oh wells.
then..from there we'll go to nemo's house..
lol.
yeah..
oh wells.
and we'll eat BBQ!
haha.
but my family wont be eating as much.
oh wells.
its good friday after all.
alallalalalalaallalalallalalalalala.
guess wad...
for int. frenship day, all my friends are gg to sign up for latin (dance)..
asin
learn tt for the day..
sigh
i dunno lah.
i'll be damn busy..i think..cos im helping out backstage...and i'll be hosting the ppl..from other skoools..
so..
yeah
lol
sigh..
it's gg to be quite awkward summore.
you know..
since..
it'll prob need partnerings.
oh wells.
im damn scared for my ENG IOP!!!
T.T
seriously lah... they better allow us to hold a piece of paper when we're talking.!!!
sigghs.
my mum is being sooooo..
argh..
i guess its natural but still..
in the car..on our way home..
she asked,"so..which is your fav. guy friend???"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MEAN LIKE SERIOUSLY LAH.
they're all damn nice.
but then..
to me...they're just friends..
yeah.
sooo..
mummy..not what you wre thinking k!!!
SHEESH.
oh wells.
im sure shes like damn eager to go bbq tmr...
cos she wanna see hu i usuallly hang out with in skool.
ALLALALALLALALLALALALLALALLALAL.
so siann.
sighs.
stupid bryan.
youre supposed to come for bbq tmr.
rmb our deal.
no..apparently..u forgt.
THKS ALOT MAN.
sheesh.
cheat my feelings.
my heart just splattered onto the ground.
T.T
lalallalalalalallala.