stranger by the minute;

thoughts.

2010-06-15T04:59:00.000-07:00

haha. long time no type. lol
hmm.. more than 1 year perhaps?
lol

it's the hols now.. just a few more days and it'll be prelims alr:(
omg. friggin dreading it ot the max can!?
igmgmogmogmogmogmog:(((((((((((((((

sighs.
so sian lah.

argh.
ohwells. at least he's back.. and i've got some bit of motivation to do work as well.
lol

went out with ashlyn today..
study meet up more of tho..
ate island creamery again:)
omg. gg grow dam fat ass can!?
lol.

sigh. next time i even told her, i wanna work there:)
lol.. then by tt time how?!

become some fat ball of lump rolling around, scaring ppl away?
lol

hmm.
tmr stiudyin in skool with him and some other ppl again.
hope they wont come.
argh.
so much has alr been leaked out alr.
i don't even relli like them in the first place.

ive just got a bad taste huh?

sigh.
dam sian.
omg.
ucles have lung cancer, one stage 2, the other, maybe 2 or 1 or dreadfully not, 3.
touch fuckng wood.

sigh.
can die lah seriously.

and ive been falling sick like siao some more..
:(:(:(:((

rawrs...
hope i continjue to have more motivation and be more inspired to do work, and pray more and not be a bad bad catholic!:(

BYEEEEEEEE

my stay home day

2009-08-24T18:08:00.000-07:00

i slept at 10 20p/m last night. and this morning i woke up at 7.36am.
bout 9 hrs of sleep.
im more than contented.

i dun usually sleep tt early..esp. ever since being in the ib programme. sriously, it sucks the life outta u.
slowly slwly.
you'll start to fade even.

sighs. ohwells.
stupid stupid week i've had. last week oso counted.
see ah.
last thurs i had an econs. test..so i had to study for tht. cos i mean like. hu wants to not study and end up dg badly huh.
only ben dans.
yeah. and i had many many other extra homework tt i haf to hand up. next week(next monday)
but see..i had 2 major wajor tests- chem and bio.
sucked la seriously.
i started studying bio on saturday. and i studied for like..almost the whole day..like literally..yeah.
and on sunday..i studied bio again (the last part) and i moved on to chem. in the late afternoon.
sigh
my ass was literally glued to the saet.and all tt bending down..sigh
so my neck and shoulers both hurt frm tt impact.
and this morning wen i woke up. i had a fever. and my back was still ahing. so were my shoulders. and my neck.. and on monday, while i was writing down answers during my chem. test..i suffered a serious brain burn.
lol. cool word huh.
ok.
yeah. and tt was only like wad..the first period!?
sighs.
damn sui la.
den..my lymph nodes started swelling up..
(sth. tt takes place..before i fall sick)
yeah. togtr with body aches.
tt's the signs of me..falling sick..soon.
lol

and look wad happened.
sighs
but anyways..just summing up everything.
yesterday was hell.
not good. very bad.
yeah.
sucked.
at least i dun haf any brain burn today. if not..ah..i willl just..sigh i dun even noe wad to do anymore..

omg. and thank god tt i dun haf sore throat. or dry throat or wdv.
cos..if tt were to happen. life wld seriously be damn crewed up..well..mie anyways.
lala.
i've gtg update my cas blog soon(:

havent been updaing in a million years alr.
oh wells.
lala.
SIGH
Y DO I KEEP FORGETTING TO TAKE MY BLOODY CAS FILE FROM CAROL LING HUH!?!!??!?!
and i feel quite cheated now..cos she gave me like only wad.. 14 friggin pathetic hours for celefest!?
BLOOOOODY HELL LA..SERIOUSLY
ARGH.

sighs. oh wells.

lardeeh larrhh lrhhzzszszzxzxzx.
HAHA.
XD
sian.
later must study for test again.
bloody hell la.
so damn irritating can.
SIGHSSSSS.
i hope i didnt do too badly for my econs test.

sigh.
she'll prolly give it back to us tday.
TT
so dumb la.
halfway thru the test
i mixed up the friggin graphs..and then i got stuck..stupid right.
SIGHHHHHHHH.
i dun care.
i must always get very highly commended cert. every term.
if not ah..
RAWRS.
I MEAN.
although its just a piece of aper.
but like..
it gives me the motivation..i need..to study for my tests..and to not give up..wenever i feel like..
and..i just haf to think bout how much my parents are spending.just so i can continue studying in my skool now.
sigh.
i calculated tt i need to earn 500 k.. to give back to my parents. like..yeah
a benz for my dad.
trip to europe and US for my mum. and sth ex. for my sister.
sighs.
oh crap.
i didnt count in the expenses for my uncle and my aunty yettttttttttttttttttttttttt!!! T.T
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

SIGH.
they took care of me..wen i was much younger. haha. oh my. sigh sigh sigh
OK. u noe wad.
i just need to earn A MILLION BUCK.s
and everything else will fall into place..i hope.

I LOVE BLOGTHINGS(:
HEE. ALL THE QUIZZES THERE. ALL SO AWESOME MAWHAHWHWHHWHAWHWA.
(:

OMG I FRIGGIN HATE TRIDO.
AND BLOODY TRIGO GAPHS..Noooooooooooooooooo/
T.T
THIS RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLIIRELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELLI RELL IRELLI RELLI SUX TO THE MAXXXXXXXXESSSSTTTTT MAX LA.
SIGH.
SO FRIIGGGGIN SIAN ALR LAH.
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

change..for the better?

2009-07-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

today, it was.. quite. terrible.
again.
yes, i noe.

i'm doing an awfully sucky job..at this.
sigh.
im still at a lost.

things..continued...the way it was. during bio..and a little..after..
aalya.
she came to my rescue.
well, sorta.
when she finally came down from biology..
we were walking up and down the staircase..
and i was..just..finlling in on the things..
all my stupid problems.
so long.
till she couldnt eat.
stupid me.
sorry aalya.
i'll treat u..to a nice meal next time k! (:
thks..for being there for me..
when no one else could..
well, physically anyways.

i msged.. danny to.
shes truly awsomely the very bestest best.
she always noes wad to say.
and i feel comforted.
all at once.
without needing her to be there..
physically.

THANKS AALYA & DANNIELLE !<3

then..i went to the library during my 2 free peroids, when most of them..were off to..their english class.

and..i walked to the libaray myself.

i planned to do my chemistry.
wanting to try to understand..what i could not..seem to..in an instant...unlike the rest.

i was working on it..when i looked up and saw quan de.
he's a really really nice nice nice guy (:

we sat down on the floor, he started tokkin..bout...stuff..
about his gf..
ej and me..
blah blah.
all the usual stuff..
and then..i told him.
about..
my situation.
and he made it..
all really simple..
and made me realise.
that.
wad we were all thinking..
was..indeed.
true.

i hope!

yeah. then we spent around..15 mins..playing badminton.
haha
we played it..the tennis way
haha.
counting all the scores and all.
he won..
only cos i let him.
HAHA.
jk lah.
hes a badminton pro k.
T.T
fine fine.
see ive admitted it alredi..
happy now?

hehs.
heck care u.
next time..wen u play tennis with me.
im so GONNA OWNNNNNNNNNN U!
mwhahah.
ok lah .
i give u handicap k.
hehs.

yeah. anyways.. after that little game.
i was sweating
lols.
oh wells.

and..i went to holland v's bubble tea shop..
to buy bubble tea.
wtf!?
i paid 2 bloody bucks..for it.
and ended up dropping the whole cup..
when i..poked my straw in.
stupid shit lah.
oh wells.
sighs.
life sucks.
so..today was a really up and down kinda day for me.

then..i went back home..
played tennis..
with nico and aldo <3
HAHA.
so cool lah
played for 2 hrs straight. ok..
not super straight.
i went to drink..
but i came back..
with a pot belly..
ahha.
yeah
lah
so fun.
cos..
i could hit back.
better..
wen he hit hard..
i hit hard.
its like..sum counter atack thingy.
oh wells.

haha.
i hope..
it'll be all ups for me.

new life, new complications.

2009-07-12T00:53:00.000-07:00

i miss mg terribly. no. more of my mg friends than anything else.
we've all parted on our different routes, and..we're all leading new lives.

In my school, i have a group i always sit with.
- nemo
- ee jie
- justin
- samantha
- paula
- joshua
- jeffery

yeah there's 8 of us, including me.

In this school, i find it much easier to make friends with the guys..compared to the girls..call me weird..but..whatever.

My closest guy friends in this school:
-Ee jie
- kevin
- justin
- nemo

ee jie..is my closest guy friend..because..he's my ib.
and i'm his.
he's also..a good listener..and..kinda my confidante.
but..i have to admit that..i dont always go to him first..
when i've got my problems.
Its either danielle or my mg friends first..then..him..but..usually..it depends on the issue..i have.
and lately..theres one..tugging on my heart strings.

cos it stings..quite a lot.

they've told me..to not get so worked up.
but..if it were u..
im sure youd do the same.

the details:

i have a close close close guy friend from this skool.
lately..he's been avoiding me, ignoring me, treating me as though i'm invisible..
i wanna noe y..if its true.. i wanna say..im relli relli sorry..but..sometimes in life..you cant alwyas get what you want.
and sometimes..its all about the letting go.
you just need to let go.

and when i say let go..i dont mean..totally forgetting the past..
i mean..let go..but still reamain friends.
it gets really tiring..a dat spent in school, not laughing with you anymore..
it feels as though..theres some missing piece.
thats right there..but..always..so elusive.
what if i told you..that sometimes..i enjoy school so much better with you.
would you stop ignoring me?

if what i'm guessing is right..
i know..what it feels like..to be in this position.
neither here nor there..am i wrong?
you said youve stood to close to the fire.. and so have i.
and..im sorry for that, too.

i want you to noe tt..
i've always seen you as my really good friend.
and nothing more.
ever since i met you.. i always thought you were going to be a great friend.
but now..
the choices youve made..
its..
hurting the both of us.

am i just worrying too much..or have i seen too much into the details.
no, i still dont think so.

i've been praying for quite sometime already. will you be so cold..like u were the past week?
and the atmosphere gets so strained?

i've been such a whimp. i dont dare to talk to you anymore.. especially on msn. so..i try to leave really subtle msgs. on my pm. if you didnt already noe..it's always been directed to you.
and..you replied one..the fire one..
i asked you wad your fire was. and you said.. secret.

mondays just some hours away. the numbers really dont matter anymore.
i just want us to go back to where we were before.. before all these..complications.
where we were all smiles and nothing else;

and..its been quite sometime now.

please..will you just forgive me?

say you will.

loser much?

2009-04-27T06:07:00.000-07:00

sigh
today...
i spilled iodine solution..
haha.
loser lah.

this was during chem practical..
lol
some..went into my eye..
and it..stung a little.
oh wells.
some got onto my shirt as well...
but..
yeah
it kinda dissolved..wen..i dabbed it with a wet tissue.
lol

previous time...when i spilled wth on myself.
was..also..during a chem pract..
but..ut was methylene blue soln.
lol
which was like..
orange lah.
lol

i hope..bottles with solution..will be the only things..i'll be..dropping.
;x

2009-04-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

oh man!
ken peh..has sth against me..
hurry up can.
i need your evaluation by 11pm.
or else...
i will haf no 5 action hrs..tt i totally deserve!!!
under the hot sun.
SIGH.
oi.
dun like dat leh.
i'm alwyas super on time.
oh man.
i'll be totally screwed..
and i'll come haunt you.
im serious.
!!!!@@@!!!!!!!
some supervisor..
why so..
uhm.
sigh
i dunno wad to say alr lah

finally

2009-04-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

lalalallalalalalla!!!
(:
hahahahahhhahah.
yays.
so happy.
finally a day to rest..
tmr..
tt is..
yeah
and maybe tonight..
unless i feel like dg my work..
sigh..
two tests next week.
shit lah.
its chem on monday..econs on thurs.
SIGH.
so annoying!!!
@@@@@

sigh.
haf to start mugging soon..
lols
i hope i can get 41 points for IB exams.
hahas.
yeah i know..
big dreams.

oh weellllllsss.

(:

oh yeah.
today..for TOK presentation.
i only screwed up the last part!!!
yeah man
great improvement.
haha.
seriously.
oh and our grp gt 13/20 for it.
so far..
its the highest mark.. anyones ever got..for this weeks presentation..
im sure sam's grp will do damn well-again.
oh weellllls.
sams a genius.
lols.
like ben..
do..
you cant expect anything less.

sigh.
so depressing k.
the other day we were having a higher education talk..held in the school.
sigh.
i almost wanted to cry lah.
obv i didnt.
it'll be so damn embarrassing can.

cos..
all my childhood friends are leaving..me!!
T.T
okok.
not all of them..
more of my closer childhood friends.
when i say childhood friends..
i mean..
ppl who grew up with you since nursery..
yeah
all the way till now.
T.T

SIGH.
bryan's gg to Canada.
sigh
stupid lah.
why THERE MAN.
if not you could've joined Nemo & i..
in acsi!!
T.T
sigh

yeah
and then, theres nemo..who's leaving for UK.
he holds a british passport i think.
yeah..
and theres amelia..
whos alr..
in Aussie.
T.T

WHY!!!??!?!?!?
sighh.
all of you slowly one by one..
pang sei me!!!
T.T

lols.
oh wells.
at least..they're not the only friends i have..
oh wells.
LOl.

okay..
i have officially thought of wad i wanna name my kids.
LOL.
yeah
with cool names.
WMAHHWHAHAMWMAWHAH.

girl: Kyra (haha..sumone said sth bout kaya..when i told them wad i wanted to name my first daughter..SIGH. oh wells.. at least..kaya's YUMMY! lols.)
Michelle

boy: Symeon
Bryan

yeah..sth like dat..
in my opinion..
i think these names are either cool/ unique.
lol.
yeah more of both
lols.

sigh
tmr..
im gg to miss the movie.
then i'll meet up with the rest...
i dunno wad we're gg to do..
after they finish the movie..
rob hang out at orchard.
lol
oh wells.
then..from there we'll go to nemo's house..
lol.
yeah..
oh wells.
and we'll eat BBQ!
haha.
but my family wont be eating as much.
oh wells.
its good friday after all.

alallalalalalaallalalallalalalalala.

guess wad...
for int. frenship day, all my friends are gg to sign up for latin (dance)..
asin
learn tt for the day..
sigh
i dunno lah.
i'll be damn busy..i think..cos im helping out backstage...and i'll be hosting the ppl..from other skoools..
so..
yeah
lol

sigh..
it's gg to be quite awkward summore.
you know..
since..
it'll prob need partnerings.
oh wells.

im damn scared for my ENG IOP!!!
T.T
seriously lah... they better allow us to hold a piece of paper when we're talking.!!!

sigghs.
my mum is being sooooo..
argh..
i guess its natural but still..

in the car..on our way home..
she asked,"so..which is your fav. guy friend???"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MEAN LIKE SERIOUSLY LAH.
they're all damn nice.
but then..
to me...they're just friends..
yeah.
sooo..
mummy..not what you wre thinking k!!!
SHEESH.

oh wells.
im sure shes like damn eager to go bbq tmr...
cos she wanna see hu i usuallly hang out with in skool.

ALLALALALLALALLALALALLALALLALAL.
so siann.
sighs.
stupid bryan.
youre supposed to come for bbq tmr.
rmb our deal.
no..apparently..u forgt.
THKS ALOT MAN.
sheesh.
cheat my feelings.

my heart just splattered onto the ground.
T.T

lalallalalalalallala.

2009-04-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

sigh
so damn tired.
my mids not that affected though
lol..
more oh physical exhaustion.
oh wells.
i should get used to this.
lols.

before P.E starts, i'll go to the tennis courts to play tennis with my friends..
Ee Jie's coaching Sam..
so the rest of us just plays there...haha
i think we disturb them..
a lot.
oh wells.
but its sooo fun!
haha.
playin with Ben is so..
funny
lols.

sighs
TOK sucks..
big time
oh wells.
we're still preparing...and sumwhat undecided for tmr's presentation.
sighs.
so screwed.

T.T

oh wells.
tmr theres gg to be sum tennis match held in our school..
which will be quite..
weird..
cos my school so dman small.
yeah.
so..its kidna pathetic.
lol
unless the other skool is worse.
which..
im sure...
theyre so not

do animals haf a language?
stupid tok question.
john barrett!!!
sigh
why..
so annoying.
ARGHAGREHAGRHAGEHEGHGEHEGHARGAHRGHRGHARGAH

AND STTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPIIIIIDDDDDDD IOPS.
dammit lah
seriously
i dunno wad to do lah
maybe a poem.
or...
sigh
i dunno
lah
maybe bluest eye.
haha
i'd rather do anything..
than do..
huis clos.
oh wells.

im 99% sure no one will actually do tt.
oh wells.
sighs
damn sian can.
tmr;s gg to be the longest day..
for me
thurs is alsays the longest day.
shit.
i hope i can sleep earlier tday
lol.
did i tell u???
sigh
i woke up at 8am tday..
school starts at 8.30am..
and i haf to take the 7.30am bus..any later than tt..
i will be late.
lol.
yeah
so i waslked past the school gates at 9.11 am i think..
yeah sumwhere around tt time....
haha.
so i missed assembly and tutor time altogether
so smart.

wells.
it's not entirely my fault.
hehs.
cos..
i was dg math portfolio..
bio lab report..
haha
cannot rmb alr lah.
but damn alota stuff
yeah
so..
i suually sleep at 12..
sigh
poor me.
haha
ok
shuddup fran

yeah
oh wells.
this morn..
my fone was on silent.
so the alarm..
was on silent as well..
yeah
so i didnt hear anything
and in the end
i woke up at 8am
lol.

sigh
stupid ant..bite me for wad..
at least i allowed u to crawl on me k.
qu si ba!!!
idiot thing.
argh
so annoying

sigh
toking bout ee...
with eejie.
sigh
i dunno wad im gg to do
screwed
shit

oh now i rmb..
i was dg my chinese yan jiang..and my eng essay too.
during this week.
wow fran.
im so impressed.
too bad it doesnt end here.
sigh

argh
at least its good friday two days from now..
yays.
im gg to nemos house with the gang!
haha.
my parents will be there for the bbq 2!
but we wun be eating so much..
cos..
u noe..
good friday..
penance..
yeah
so..
i'll be giving up quite alota stuff on friday
too bad i cant sleepover.
sigh

oh wells.
sighsighsighsigshisgiisghsighsighsighishgishgigishgsihgsihgsihgsihgishgishgishgihgishgisgishgsihgishgi

my all time fav word.
perfect for any kinda situation..
try it.
it really works!
LOL.

lala~

2009-03-30T04:24:00.001-07:00

sigh
tmr theres econs.
stupid econs.
so annoying..
sigh..
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh

haha
at least my sis..is kind enough to let me use the comp. tday..
mwahhahaha
its actually her time to use now.
but shes dg sum stupid home econs rubbish?
let me tell u why...
question 1: define interesting and fun
WTH.

so lame lah..
i wonder how many marks tt question is worth

sigh
tday i was in mdm nsc's room..cos i needed to ask sum chem questions..
yeah
lol..
haha
then when she cleared all my doubts..
she said" oh..you still have any problems with your life...your school work etc..?"
i was like, uhm..not really except maybe econs..cos its new to me..
haha.
then she was like"oh..you can ask ee jie right.."
haha
i was like uhm..
lol
yeah man
tts wad i've been doing ever since i knew him..
haha
and then she said sth..tt made me feeel soooooooooooooooo weird.
and..
oh wells.
awkward.
lol..
okay
yeah
then i was like..
uh!?!?!?!?
NO.
way
hosea.

seriously lah!
i mean it's only cos he's dat friendly..
not cos of wdv..
yeah
at first i tot he was a little weird.. but now i know him..a little better, tts just his nature.
lols.
yeah
tell tt to madam for me wont u?

oh wells.
sigh
i haf sum ambassador training thingy tmr at 4.30pm, so..i might miss a little of tennis.
ahha
hope it rains
again
yay
i love it wen it rains.
but without thunder.
sigh
i hate thunder
i love rain
yay
yay
yay
yay

sigh
i wanna sleep.
hl bio.
killing my brain cells man.
so annoying.
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh

stupid pig coming into the court to play tennis with his fren
walao
lah
so annoying
i told him i dun like ppl watching me when im playin tennis
sigh
i want to slap u .
stupid airhead.

I HATE U
haha
fine.

sigh i need sleep
i want to die
ahhh
save my soul
no
im not emoing
u stupid girl
sigh
im sleepy
tired
my fingers painful alr lah.
yeah lah miss smarty pants.
stupid girl
lol

lalalallalallaalalllalalalalala
bunch of mosters..in a matchbox romance!
mwhahahhahahhahahhahhahahhahahahha

oh thks aalya..
for lending me the LADY GAGA CD~
haha
so awsome man
i love u!
ahhahahhahah.
i hope my stupid destructive bag wun like..
uhm..
scratch it.
ahha

whoops.
sorry nemo
i had no idea my bag was so against yr cds.
sorry sorry
really
oh wells.
im gg off now
tata

uhm
shld i go for tennis still?
tmr?
i feel like a super duper wuper fat lazy old smelly pig.
sigh
shoot me.
bye

2009-03-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

sigh
math portfolio..really sucks..big time.
stupid thing
seriously.
i could've been sleeping..
like..
2 hours ago.
sheesh.
at least kevins helping me with the shit.
and..
ee jie.
and..
wells.
no one else.
sighs.

kevins like sum stupid smart math genius lah.
hehs.
i feel so dumb just talking to him alr.
sigh
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

i wanna sleep.

tomorrow.

2009-03-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

its alrd a sunday
too soon-

HAHA.
now i love the song Spiderwebs..by no doubt.

HAHA.
guitar hero <3

sighs..
its a monday tmr.
it still feels like..a wednesday.
i haf a math test.. on log..which im not totally prepared for..yet
its on wed..
sigh.

i hope..we dun haf to present the stuppppppid chem stuff..on dumb dissolved oxygen in water.

SIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSGIH.
my comp. is so trashy.
so lag..
SIGH
oh..
i love lost prophets!
rooftops...
yeah
the rooftop song
lol
so nice ok!
thks to guitar hero.
now i noe..
so many songs.
lOL

nnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

theres school tmr.
never!!!!
T.T
@@@@

sigh
school
tmr

stupid bryan
so unfair.
okay lah..
not really lah.
BUT STILLLLLL.
@@@@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@@@@@@@@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@@@@@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STANDING ON THE ROOFTOPS, EVERYBODY SCREAM YOUR HEART OUT!!!!!!
yesh.
i feel like dg tt now.

JUZWANNAWISHEMALLAWAY**********************************************************************************************8

whysolikedat.

2009-03-20T23:02:00.000-07:00

sigh
i dunno wads wrong with my sis..
go ahead..have all your mood swings.
but u noe wad..
its not only affecting you.

sigh.

it gets really pissy when shes like dat..almost.like..
24/7
its like sum kinda on off thing.
so u wun noe when it pounces on u.

one min..she can be really..nice..and just tina.

next moment...
she acts all emo-ey..becomes..so cold..
sigh.
like..really distant.
this is getting stranger by the minute;

this might continue for quite a long while...
i
suppose.

-

2009-03-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

sigh..its alrd friday.
haha..still feels like a tuesday kinda day to me..
T.T
stupid bryan..
@
his hols start today..till the whole of next week!!!
T.T
unfair lah.

hmm..
i feel so lazy...this hols..
i need to catch up..quite a lot now..
hope i get my drive back..
by then..

can
i hope

friends

dun need just

please
any

now i
we
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

give up.
be..

...

2009-03-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

i feel guilty, i ease my conscience..by studying/doing my work.
it fades, and comes back again.
i have to make choices, it has to be right, or else..i have to bear all consequences..
& feel guilty, yet again.

Mon- lunch with ashlyn
(i'll be praying for u(: and your..stupid Beatty friends.. goodness.. i could slap them now! @)

Tues- still undecided.
(depends if Sam's gg or not)

Wed- off to Clare's house with e rest
(guitar hero time- booyah baby!~)

Thurs- ?

Fri- ?

Sat- ?

Sun- ?

SIGH.
i feel so..
more of..neither here nor there.

ANNOYING..bio stuff left to do.
ive dragged on..not doing them..cos i din feel like it.
i mean like..
sigh.
ok
nvm

bluest eye left..
chem notes left..
stupid math.
suddenly i need god more than ever now.
sigh.
help me.

my poor ah ma..shes in some hospice
called..ren ci charity..sth?
sigh..she has been transferred to ren ci tday..from TTS hospital..cos it was so damn ex..
cos she stayed for quite a long time..
and i visited her this morning..with my daddy..and my po po(:
she has to stay for bout 1 month more..cos..of her stronger med. schedules..
sighs..
shes so tiny now..
her legs are stick thin.
like seriously.
sigh.

lord..pls help her.

ppl really get more sicknesses/diseases..once theyre old..
haha...
deb still wants to be assinated by 3o plus or sth..im sure.

ARGH.
reply u idiot.
so annoying.
hurry lah.

AND U!
PLS SHUDDUP.
i dun feel like tokin to u.
back off..and go away.
disappear forever..
haha.
iwish.
bloody annoying u noe.
qu si ba!

...

2009-03-12T03:04:00.000-07:00

sigh..
TOK presentation finally over.
we got a 7/10.
THANKS TO PAULA(:
lols.
she's extremely good in speaking..lucky her.
anyways.. we went to sushi tei to eat..cos we were celebrating her good grades: 11 A's for her Malaysian O'Levels.
LOL.
scary much?
well actually 10 A1s and 1 A2.
A2 cos of Malay.
oh wells.
better than a B(:
WELL DONE PAULA!
LOLS

sighs.
why can't i log in to find out what my term 1 grades are!?!!?
T.T
how can they do this to me..
T.T.T.T.T..T.T.T.T.T..T.T.T.T.T..TT.
sighs.
i dying to find out what i got for my eng..and maybe tok..
T.T
@@@@@@@@@@@

i'm hungry.
i feel like a pig.
with a bloated belly.
ahha.
its not a poem.
i feel like sleeping now.
stupid NTRIX.
qu si ba!

2009-03-11T05:41:00.000-07:00

Today i was super duper lucky!!!
SIGH.
let me tell u wad happened..
i got on the 7.40am bus..and its considered being late already..cos i take around 40-50 mins to reach holland v's bus stop..and i'll take 10 mins to walk from the bus stop into school..
yeah..so the i alighted the bus at 8.26am..i ran down the shops of holland v.
then walked extremely briskly towards school.
i gave up walking fast when my watch read 8.35am...so i started walking slowly..untill i reached the school gates..sigh..
..THEN..
i saw dr. barrett..miss manly..and sum other ppl..they were walking up the stairs to the hall..
this meant that assembly hasnt started yet (GASP!!!)
so..i ran into skool..
the prefects sitting down obviously saw some random mad woman charging in from nowhere..i looked at them..cos i thought they were going to book me.
plus i alr haf 1 tab. i didnt wanna get another!!!
T.T
yeah..and they said,"hurry..run up!!!"
and i did as i was told.
GOODNESS.
I COULD FEEL THE ADRENALINE RUSHING THROUGH MY SPINE.
sigh.
bad fran
i will wake up earlier tmr.
T.T
that means i haf to do my econs before 11 plus.
that means..i haf to get started now..
that means..
that means..
AHHHH!

NEEEEVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR!!!!
TT
okay then
tata~

Lenka- the show (music video) (:

2009-03-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

The Show - Lenka

to-day

2009-03-06T04:17:00.001-08:00

to-day, it was doomsday.
hopefully it'll end soon.

5 ppl, thats how many they'll actually put you into a room with, to give u a shock of your life.
yeah.
the most number of strangers i've been surrounded with in an enclosed room is 2.
Not a significant amount, but to me it really is.
I've always been really sucky at opening my mouth, & trying to think of sth. to talk about- it never comes naturally.
explains how many friends i've got so far.
I answered the questions all with really short answers.
lols.
I'm never gg to look at them the same way again.
never.
ever.
ever.
ever.
ever.
ever.

oh wells.
i really do wonder how god thought i faired.
sighs.
i've plenty more stuff to think about..
1) TOK presentation (question: is reason the enemy of religion?).
2) Chinese "famous person" presentation
3) Chinese oral (with wei wen & jeff.)
4) math exercises
5) econs. read up.
6) chem wks
7) bio wks
8) update my CAS blog
9) rmb to buy chicken essence..i've practically been like the living dead..after since i drank the last bottle
10) try not to think of..anything else in particular.
11) buy balck ring file frm popular.. my present one's tearing apart.
12 buy bubble tea!!! (: (: (:

sighs.
why am i even using the comp. now?
goodness.
i need more self discipline.
okay.
seeya(:

i wonder how my mg friends are.
& i miss them,
terribly.

one of the first-

2009-02-27T18:14:00.000-08:00

yesterday..
it was my first-
going out with 10 ppl from my school.

Back in MG, the ppl i usually go out with are: Kas, Stella, Min, Mel, Rachel, Clarissa.
yeah. thats about it.

Yesterday, it was 10.
I'm not entirely close to most of them..but still it was quite nice to hang out after such a long time..of not going out.
oh wells.

We watched Valkyrie yesterday at 2.50 p.m
before that we ate lunch at Pasta Mania (which i was not really keen of..uhm.eating..there...)
oh wells.
i ate aglio olio.
cos rachel was eating it the other time. it did taste nice.
but after a few times..i got pretty sick of it.
its so plain..and dull.
like no taste like that.
okay luh.
have taste.
but a very..uhm..boring taste.
oh wells.
yucks.
so GROSS.
i feel like puking it out now..
but i cant..cos its probably been digested and assimilated..in me.
haha.
lalalalalalla.. elmo's song is quite cute.
plus the way he says it..
HAHA
oh wells.
& he's not evil..
some ppl think otherwise.
& im telling you now.
he's not evil..
sigh.
im so full now.
i feel so pig lah.
argh.
i havent been playing tennis..for so long.
sigh.
i feel so lazy..
T.T

oh wells.

anyways.. yesterday..after the show.. we went to nemo's house.. and we stayed there for quite a bit.
sigh.
& i ate till i was pregnant..last night.
no offence meant.
just that i feel overfed whenever i go to nemo's house for dinners.
ahha.
BUT THE FOOD IS SUPER DUPER GOOD! (sumtimes...even better than my dad's)
or maybe..cos we eat almost the same stuff everyday.
no variety u noe.
shh. dun tell my dad.!!!
pslpslsplsplsplspls.
he might chop me into bits.
ahha.
alalallalalalal.
last night i ate..brocolli, mash potato, beef(like 1/2 the plate covered with that beef..) all covered in gravy!
so yummy okay.
but i dont really eat beef.. so i left some on the plate..
until ee jie came..and i offered to let him help me eat some..(i didnt touch it yet)
yeah.
so he ate
and ate and ate.
haha
stupid him.
gt so high metabolic rate for wad.
siao.
haha.
but that means he's like mr sieow..cos he sweats really easily.
its..
quite.
scary.
HHAA. sigh..thinking of mr sieow..it just makes me wanna laugh.
anyways.
i was super duper extremely full..
and i had to share my soup with jun qi.
haha.
then i came home by bus with Bryan.
we waited super friggin long for the stupid bus to come.
stupid 75
qu si ba!
NO!
dont..if not i haf no direct bus to take home after skool..and to skool.
T.T
haha.
it was quite interesting.
its like catching up with my childhood friend..
fact is he never really goes online..and he doesnt reply smses.
so..yeah.
quite tough to talk to him.
anyways..
i gained new insight last night.
when we were chatting.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
sigh
im not supposed to say anything tho.
yeah.
pinky shook with him alr.
so..
ahah
he better not tell also.
if not i dunno wad to say alr.

oh wells.
yeah
in the end i was reached home at 11.15 pm
haha. & we even thought of gg home before 9p.m
lol
so rubbish.
oh wells.
i have to start on bio and chem..and math now.
T.T
so unproductive.
me taht is.
oh wells
hopefully i cna rmb everything.and it wont leak ot overnight or sth.
okay then.
seeya!

2009-02-26T04:40:00.000-08:00

sigh..my eyes are literally drying up...and bleeding.
sigh..why are they taking so damn long to decide.
sooooooooooooo draggy.
T.T
tom cruise is a bloody loser.
he sucks.
i hate him
his wife..she dumb or wad.
sheesh.

i have to wake up ultra early tmr..& i'll reach skool at 7 plus. damn early lah.
i haf no idea wad to do there..so early.
T.T
SHEESH.

haha..its quite cool that bryan's coming along..as well..for the movie(:
poor thing.
he got stabbed in the foot for 4o mins..before the doc. put anasthetic for him.
oh well.s

lallalalalallalalalallalaallalalalalalallalalalalalalalalal....franny's world.
haha.
minus elmo plus franny
sigh
i miss mg.
no ones there to call me franny..or franny poo anymore.
TTTTTTTT......TTTTTTTTTTTT

sigh. i can cry
they are taking so dman long to plan this whole thing.
& im falling alseep now.

goodness.

2009-02-21T22:05:00.000-08:00

sigh.
I have 2 tests next week- BIO AND CHEM.
& it's on the same day summore.
sheesh.
i might die for chem..bio not so much. just memorizing..
ARGHARGHARGAHRGAHGRHAGRHAGRAHGRHAGRHAGRHAGRAHGRHA.
@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
oh no.. i forgt to ask my mum bout the founder's day movie..again.
sheesh.
i'll go ask her l8r.

HAHA.
yesterday at stella's house..
i thought she had a really interesting cake..but not moist enough..only the middle of the brownie-cake is nice. haha
oh wells.
ah ma's in hospital..she suddenly counld'nt walk..
so poor thing..
T.T
we're gg to visit her later..
haha..and my whole family might be taking a bus there!
AHHA. so fun.
i've never taken the bus with my whole family before..it's either with my mum & sis, or just on my own..esp. school days
LALALALLALALALALALLALALALALALALALALLALALALALLALALALALALALa
ahah.
its quite amusing..when i start thinking abouth the $49.95 LARGELY HUMONGOUS tutu- soft toy. ahha
yeah, kas..i bet its beside her when she sleeps.
mwahhahahahha.
oh wells.
lucas JR.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
goodness.
i can think of it & start laughing to myself.
ahha.
it is funny..
but why the heck is he cunning stella?
sheesh.
so weird..a bit like u leh.
ahha.
jkjk!
I want to SLEEP.
sleep sleep sleep
i'm such a pig
pig pig pig
lalalalalalalalalallala
there's school tmr.
but it's not so bad cos i get to see all my friends.
OH CRAP!
i just remembered i had to do some lit thing.
crap crap crap
i forgt to write in down in my diary.
shit.
okay.. i'll go do it now.
oh man..i hope i won't forget to not do anything else.
oh..did i tell u?
i forgt to do my first econs homework..cos i didnt write it down...and i forgt to wear my tie on friday.
haha.
stupid stupid me.
okay.
buh-bye!
(:

events~

2009-02-15T19:55:00.000-08:00

haha.
learning my chinese ting xie now.
goodness
all the 3 word characters.
some are quite cool though(:
LOL.
my comp. HAD TO crash.
sigh
now i have to save all my stuff in the thumbdrive and print them in Bryans house.
sigh.
i have chem prac. test tmr..on titration
should be easy right?
just have to minus all the stupid % error and uncertainties, life would be a breeze.
sigh.
i'm starting to dislike chem. now.
1) confusing
2) teacher talks like a bullet
3) i bet she's really sick of me staying back to ask her questions after each lesson
4) idiot who typed the notes should really re-learn her engrish.
goodness
even bio's better.
who could've known.
although we've not even touched the higher lvl topics for bio yet.
suck balls lah.
(somewhat equivalent to the term shit)
if you didnt alr noe, i'll let you noe.
i'm superbly amazingly easily influenced.
so..yeah.
suck balls..it does sound wrong.
oh wells.
i can't believe it..
the other day for my TOK presentation, i totally screwed up.
really bad.
really..
really..
screw tok!
goodness.
i felt really nervous..cos i had to present to the whole class..
and i was never great at making presentations..
and my voice..it became really squeaky..and when i started speaking as if i had one too many CNY cookies or sth.
FAIL!
sigh.
pathetic loser much?

and as if i didnt alr feel bad, some bloody screw up had to make me feel so cornered in msn.
well im probably more of the screw up..
but still..argh
cant stand ppl like her.
its not like i can ignore her also..cos it'll be kinda rude.

stella's bday is coming up..20th feb
i still have no idea what to buy her..so im hoping i can meet up with kas..so we can go buy together.

oh! anyways, my mum bought a pair of grey converse shoes for my school shoes..cos the reebok ones giving way soon..so might as well.
GREY!
haha.
i dunno..but it has this cool/calming effect on me.
im a little sick of black..for now
haha
3/4 of my wardrobe is black.
oh..and guess wad size im wearing?
surprise!
im wearing a size 4(:
well..my feet are incredibly small..
so its no wonder im actually so short
for the rest of my life!
WHY!!!>!??!?!
even my sister has bigger feet than i do.
dang it.
she'll be taller than me.

Oh, and one of the worst insults i've received this week:"Francesca! You Primary what?"
oh! i'm actually in kindergarten..couldnt you tell??!!
hah
i should really say that one day
lols.
me and my stupid baby face
qu si ba!
when i told her that im actually pre-u..she gasped and covered her mouth.
haha.

oh! i've joined frisbee for interhouse games.
compulsory to join sth.
so..oh wells..at least i noe at least 2 ppl there.
hahas.
i rmb i played frisbee more than twice in mg..for PE.
lol.
fun

i'll keep you posted(:
tata!

new school, new rules.

2009-02-06T17:40:00.000-08:00

NEW SCHOOL
and many many new rules
not that they're any bad..but a little strange. Since i've been in Mgs for 10 years.
They allow girls to wear ballet flats to school, not tie their long long hair, use phones anywhere, eat in class(with teacher looking)..

oh wells.

the people there are'nt as bad as what everyone said..they're actually quite nice. The people i hang out with are mostly bookworms and nerds..people with more responsibility and goals.

although there are some pai kias..and many bimbos..(mostly from other years)
I have an indian friend from year 3..who's a little like deborah(: cos he's so opinionated..and yeah..quite like her in many ways. lols. He said, "The bimbo sports in this school are Touch rugby and dance". Haha.
Luckily i'm not specialised in any of those..so i'm currently in tennis and guitar.

Why guitar?
1) I have a guitar rotting away at home
2) For my CAS hours
3) new friends(:

My first tennis lesson was a bit of a shock because out of the 8 people in the intermediate club-i was the only girl.
thankfully i already know someone from the same year there, his name's keith. His laughing is extremely contagious. Not to mention a little mean.
That's just him..i guess.

oh wells.
I'm in a house called TKK (tan kai kee)(?) I heard the colour for my house is navy blue.

Oh! And i'm an ambassador! ahha. well..for my class i think..Alisa and i..cos i volunteered..cos i wanna get my CAS hours done and over with.

I've made some friends during my 3 weeks there! (:

GIRLS

Paula
Alisa
Samantha
Qian Hui
De Ni
Ester
Rita
Tracey
Vidette
Denise

GUYS

Nemo
Keith
Ian
Khian sth.
Tian Ge
Indian guy
Guitar guy
Tennis guy

yeah, that's about it! (:

But all my friends are mostly from Nemo (esp. the guys).

OH WELLS.

i'm heading to Nemo's place later on for potluck. Bryan said he'll be there for lunch dinner and supper(!?) With all our families of course.

Oh..have i never mentioned!? Nemo's house is freaking nice! super duper big. super duper nice! HAHA. somewhat like a palace.
I heard they paid about $ 7 mil. to get everything done.
Well..that explains a lot..like the Tv's in each bathroom..etc.
absolutely CRAZY!

Sigh, i'm still looking for a template for my stupid CAS blog. sheesh.
I'm looking for sth. with a white background, and some simple designs..

MY MUMMY CAME HOME FROM JAP. THIS MORNING!! sigh..she's travelling much often now.. ;(

okay. I'll try to keep you updated.
if i have time.
I still have so much work left..undone. crap. at least i'm gg to bring bio over to Nemo's home..so i can get some help.

Bye!

star wars..

2009-01-23T03:12:00.000-08:00

Your Star Wars Name Is Frata Kosin

Your Star Wars Title Is Natdai of Mum

What Is Your Star Wars Name and Title?

lbd test

2009-01-23T03:11:00.001-08:00

Your Little Black Dress Says You're Quirky

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.

Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.

If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

The Little Black Dress Test

sock test`

2009-01-23T03:05:00.000-08:00

Your Socks Say You're Cosmopolitan

You Are:

- Quite sophisticated

- Well-groomed

- Very agreeable

- Known as gorgeous

The Socks Personality Test

bathroom habit

2009-01-23T03:03:00.000-08:00

Your Bathroom Habits Say You're Selfless

You are a giving soul. Way too giving, in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do.

You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very stylish dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.

You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it.

In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

super power

2009-01-23T03:02:00.001-08:00

Your Superpower Should Be Super Speed

You're quick witted and fast to act.

You're mind works at warp speed. From your perspective, everyone else is living in slow motion.

You get so much done, people have accused you of not sleeping.

Definitely not a couch potato, you feel a bit crazy if you're not busy doing something.

Why you would be a good superhero: You're be the first on the scene... and likely to finish the job before anyone else shows up

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Being bored by everyone else. Including other superheroes!

What Should Your Superpower Be?

choc test

2009-01-23T02:55:00.000-08:00

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied.

You don't like anything too intense and dramatic.

Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past.

You are emotionally expressive and sensitive.

You're effected by everything around you.

Your friends appreciate your open heart, but they are afraid of hurting your feelings.

You love new adventures and activities. You enjoy living a full life, even if it is chaotic.

You feel lost when things are quiet. You rather not think... you prefer to just do!

The Chocolate Oracle

flowers

2009-01-23T02:53:00.000-08:00

Your Orchids Say You're Very Elegant

You are exotic and intricately beautiful.

You possess a unique grace that's both delicate and strong.

You are thoughtful and refined. You are the definition of class.

Some people may find you unapproachable, but it's only their lack of confidence speaking.

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

if i were born in 2893...

2009-01-23T02:50:00.000-08:00

In 2893 Your Name Would Be: Ayn Emi

And You Would Be: An Evil Space Warlord

If You Were Born in 2893

elt

2009-01-23T02:48:00.000-08:00

Your Body's Element is Water

You are a joyful, relaxed, and luminous person.

You love people. You live for making new friends and helping others.

You are enthusiastic and the ideal person to work with.

You don't mind doing hard tasks, and you have a generous spirit.

Your energy tends to be: conserved

You power color is: black

What Element is Your Body?

house test

2009-01-23T02:44:00.000-08:00

What the House Test Says About You

You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else.

You are a fairly community oriented person. You like to get to know your neighbors, but you also like your privacy. You get attached to neighborhoods and cities.

You are a social, friendly, and giving person. You like to bring people together and make them feel happy.

You look attractive, but mostly because your rely on your natural good looks to get by.

You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

The House Test

condiment test

2009-01-23T02:43:00.001-08:00

You Are Mustard

Your personality is strong and distinctive. You are beyond quirky.

You can stand alone in the world well. You are a strong individual.

You sometimes work well with others, as long as there aren't any other strong personalities involved.

Your taste in food tends to be simple yet high quality.

You can really get into a perfectly prepared sandwich or simple fresh salad.

You get along best with ketchup and barbeque sauce personalities. Get you with a salsa personality, and things might become downright nasty!

What Condiment Are You?

my dosha

2009-01-23T02:37:00.000-08:00

Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger.

However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down.

You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding.

Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are.

With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk

In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single.

To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.

What's Your Dosha?

what language?

2009-01-23T02:36:00.000-08:00

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.

From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

easter egg test

2009-01-23T02:33:00.000-08:00

Your Easter Egg Says You Are Uplifting

You are whimsical, spontaneous, and fun loving.

You connect well with people, but nature is your true love.

Changing locations and scenery is important to your creativity.

You are inspired by the surroundings around you

The Easter Egg Personality Test

hair colour

2009-01-23T02:25:00.002-08:00

Your Hair Should Be Blonde

You are outgoing, light hearted, and a ton of fun.

You don't take life too seriously, and you do your best to charm everyone you meet.

You are very energetic. People tend to underestimate you, but you can get a lot done.

You do tend to be a bit sensitive. If someone has a bad opinion of you, it truly hurts.

You are cunning and clever. You are smart, but you aren't "book smart" or academic.

Some people may think you're superficial, but they're not seeing the whole picture.

What Color Hair Should You Have?

type of bride

2009-01-23T02:25:00.001-08:00

You Will Be A Traditional Bride!

You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional.

You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young

And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown.

It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name

While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

keysto my heart

2009-01-23T02:17:00.000-08:00

Your Heart Takes Love Lightly

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

city walk test

2009-01-23T02:13:00.002-08:00

You Are Genial and Polite

You are optimistic and hopeful. Sometimes you do get disappointed by expecting too much.

You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable.

Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself.

You tend to seek comfort, coziness, and stability in your life. For you, feeling at home is the best feeling ever.

The City Walk Personality Test

umbrella

2009-01-23T02:13:00.001-08:00

Your Brown Umbrella Says You're Serene

When faced with adversity, you rush to fix things right away.

You don't like discomfort or conflict in your life, and you are always looking to restore balance.

You live a serene, cozy life. You choose stability over excitement, and you're the better for it.

You are very together and down to earth. Not a lot phases you.

On a rainy day: you should stay home - there's no better place to be

The Umbrella Test

pizza

2009-01-23T02:11:00.000-08:00

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.

You focus on living a quality life.

You're not easily impressed with novelty.

Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

nose

2009-01-23T02:07:00.000-08:00

What Your Nose Says About You

You are reasonable and patient. You don't give into impulses.

You are a nosey person and a bit of a snoop. You can't help but be curious!

You are optimistic and trusting. You expect the best from people.

What Does Your Nose Say About You?

friend

2009-01-23T02:06:00.000-08:00

Your Friendship Style is Empathetic

You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection.

You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants.

You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need.

You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return.

You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama.

You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected.

You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space.

You and a Philosophical Friend: Respect one another. You love to learn about your Philosophical Friend's brilliant ideas.

What's Your Friendship Style?

jap smiley face

2009-01-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

You are "Face with Glasses"

Now make that face!

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

jap name

2009-01-23T01:54:00.000-08:00

Your Funky Japanese Name Is Furiyanochikuseichiya

Domo Arigato Mr. Roboto!

What's Your Funky Japanese Name?

spy name

2009-01-23T01:50:00.000-08:00

Your International Spy Name is Countess Little

Your Code Name: The Butcher

You Reside in: Stockholm

Why You're a Good Spy: You're a good lover

What's Your International Spy Name?

cute monster test

2009-01-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Greed

You are a very natural, real person. You're comfortable with who you are - and your spirit truly shines through.

You are free of inhibitions and hang ups. Because of this freedom, you tend to be very creative.

You can't help but lust after wealth and shiny objects.

People think you're cute because you are so lively. Your natural glow makes you charming.

The Cute Monster Test

colour test

2009-01-23T01:44:00.000-08:00

Your Colors Say You Are Quirky

When you are at peace, you are:

Thoughtful and sensitive

When you are moved to act, you are:

Unorthodox and idealistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Spiritual and humble

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Totally in the moment

Your life's purpose is:

To change the world

The Ultimate Color Test

NEVERSAYNEVER!

2008-08-27T03:07:00.001-07:00

NEVERSAYNEVER! <3333333333

WATCH..(nevershoutnever!)

2008-08-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?vid=262521

WATCH THIS!!!

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2008-08-10T01:19:00.000-07:00

NICE!?!?
mwhahhahah. i think so too.
oh wells.
this pic was taken in the hotel room. after we went down like half an hour late!
lol.
MIN'S DRESS IS SOOOOOOOO LOW CUT. HAHA. CAN SEE HER TAN LINE.
hmm..stella looks tired here. i dunno.. her eyes look really small.
sighs..clare is just..tall.

why did i have to bend forward.
argh.

2008-08-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

(ONE OF EDWARD'S CAR- ASTON MARTIN'S VANQUISH.)
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE!!!
SIGH.
STUPID BELLA..SO LUCKY!
BLAH.

FOUNDERS DAY PICS*

2008-08-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

2008-08-02T01:23:00.000-07:00

SO PRETTY RIGHT!?

his name is blue eyes.
no..i didn't come up with it.
his owner left him there..under one of the blocks.
oh wells.
i guess he shld be better off..since there are like 13 cats in his owner's house alr.
BLUE EYES!<3

whees~

2008-08-02T01:20:00.000-07:00

HARLOO!!!
yesh. im finally getting athe breaking dawn book on monday!
THANKS KAS.
ooh.
and at such a good price too(:
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but..i have to wait after prelims to read it :(

oh wells. at keast i HAVE IT!
mwhahhahahahahhahahaha.

hope it works.

2008-07-11T04:23:00.000-07:00

myspace image at Gickr

2008-07-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute!
hahas. i get to see all of them every sunday during mass.
sometimes the boy will get really restless. haha. and he'll start talking really loudly..making all sorts of weird noises(:

SO CUTE!!!
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i'll be seeing them tmr i hope..

lol

2008-07-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.

You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.

You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.

And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

uhm..

2008-07-05T02:09:00.000-07:00

What Francesca Means

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

hah

2008-07-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

The Chocolate Oracle

2008-07-05T01:58:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

me

2008-07-05T01:50:00.001-07:00

What Your These Fireworks Say About You

You are a rather reserved person in day to day life.

However, you do have a few topics that truly excite you.

When you become impassioned, it's a surprise to everyone around you.

But if they blink, they'll miss it, because you get back to being calm very quickly.

The Fireworks Test

fallen stupid for you (lyrics)

2008-07-05T01:32:00.001-07:00

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
Oh, oh stupid for you.. (Repeat)

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

I've fallen stupid for you..
oh, oh stupid for you..
oh, oh, oh, oh

con. pix

2008-06-16T02:54:00.000-07:00

con. pix

2008-06-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

love is..GOD!

2008-06-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

CONFIRMATION TOMORROW!!!
sighs.
i feel damn stressed.
i actually hate camps but i really enjoyed this Con. camp!!!
the name of my grp is enduring..so..its love is enduring.
there are other names too, like patience, everlasting.. blah blah.
im quite happy cos i did feel the presence of the holy spirit(:
some people have the gift of tongue!
i thought it was pretty cool..but i was kinda freaked out at the same time.
wonder what my gift is.
oh wells.
i realllllllllllllly hope i wont screw up tomorrow!
T.T
sigh.
i dun wanna trip and fall...

(:

2008-06-03T03:03:00.000-07:00

A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there.
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.

gum

2008-06-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

You Are Cinnamon Flavored Gum

You are daring, active, and a little outrageous.

You crave adventure and novelty. You like to mix things up.

Your personality is extra spicy and larger than life.

You love to have fun, and you are passionate about everything you do.

You're definitely a fiery person, and you don't back down from a fight.

Most people love your fire - but you can be a bit too intense at times!

What Flavor Gum Are You?

im a fish

2008-06-01T04:13:00.000-07:00

You Would Be a Pet Fish

Relaxed and laid back, you prefer to sit back and observe what's going on around you.

You are secretly very wise and intelligent, but few people take the time to learn about you.

You don't mind if the world doesn't understand you. You're having enough fun trying to understand the world.

Why you would make a great pet: You're peaceful and nice to be around, but not very demanding

Why you would make a bad pet: Let's face it... the only person you're truly interesting to is yourself

What you would love about being a fish: Swimming around aimlessly without a care in the world

What you would hate about being a fish: Being used as bait or food for bigger fish

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

gem

2008-06-01T04:06:00.001-07:00

Your Gemstone Says...

You are an excellent communicator. You express yourself clearly.

You relate easily to other people, and you're a great listener.

Friends turn to you to help stay grounded and sane.

You realize that everything is interconnected in life, and you aim to help as many people as possible.

The Gemstone Test

!!!

2008-05-30T03:44:00.001-07:00

MY EYES SHOULD BE GREY!!!
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eyes

2008-05-30T03:43:00.000-07:00

Your Eyes Should Be Gray

Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive

What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

lol

2008-05-30T03:42:00.001-07:00

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker.

You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life.

Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart

Your gemstone: Ruby

Your flower: Larkspur

Your colors: Green and red

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

!

2008-05-30T03:30:00.001-07:00

OMG!
my eyes are MEANT TO BE grey!
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HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAH

eyes

2008-05-30T03:23:00.000-07:00

Your Eyes Should Be Gray

Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive

What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

bday

2008-05-30T03:21:00.001-07:00

Your Birthdate: July 27

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.

In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.

You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

lol

2008-05-30T02:58:00.000-07:00

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.

You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.

Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.

People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

my recipe

2008-05-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

The Recipe For francesca

3 parts Delight

2 parts Talent

1 part Elegance

Splash of Cleverness

Finish off with an olive

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

haha

2008-05-30T02:54:00.001-07:00

What Your City Walk Means

You are optimistic and hopeful. Sometimes you do get disappointed by expecting too much.

You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable.

Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself.

You are curious about ideas. If you had the means, you'd like to explore the whole world.

The City Walk Personality Test

lol

2008-05-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.

People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

me

2008-05-23T03:01:00.001-07:00

What Your Flip Flops Say About You

You live to have fun, and your sense of humor is downright goofy.

You are a big kid on the inside, and you have a very open heart.

You try to make every day feel like a vacation, even if you have other responsibilities.

Each day, you make a little bit of time to play and let loose.

Your ideal warm weather place: Disney World

The Flip Flop Test

me

2008-05-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

blah

2008-02-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

You Are An ISFP

The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.
At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.
How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's" Your Personality Type?

me

2008-02-07T07:03:00.000-08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere.You're the type of person who goes along to get along.And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat.
Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it.Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

reallllllllllllllllly-

2008-02-07T06:55:00.000-08:00

what would you do if someone turned back and looked at you...but didn't smile when you smiled.
you might think that the person is really rude & stufffff-
but what if that someone didn't know why she didn't smile back..& really wants to apologise.

but

what

if

CNY!
whoo~

just came home from popo house(:
yays!
KUNGFU DUNK.
is nice*
<333333333

VECTORS SUCK.
seriously
math suck!

thanks JImmy(:
ok.very weird to call you that.
good luck with the orientation thingy yeah(:

COME MY HOUSE TMR.
TO TEACH ME MORE MATH. absolute yayness;
AND PLAY BASKETBALL!!
yeshhh!

mug?!

2008-01-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

heys.
a lill birdie told me to update my blog.
ohwells.
its 11-05p.m
im sleepy.
shld i try to mug.
damnnit i can hardly mjultitask.
im suffoacting.
insane sick school.
i hate school
schools for fools.
oh wells.
wre seniors this year.
hardly believe it
ppl say i still look like sec1
dammnit
oh wells at least i grew by a cm
lol
my wt is never changing
hmmm
cool wonder how i do that
wtf
im gloating
ok
gonna bathe
cya!
i haf 6 bloody tests next week.
omg.
fdamnnnit
life absolutely sucks.
dammnit how to mug!!??!?

taylor swift-

2007-12-25T06:33:00.000-08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

unknown artist

2007-12-25T06:29:00.001-08:00

You don't know me

Your'e the one that looked right through me
Now your'e saying that you knew me
When i was
Invisible

taylor swift-

2007-12-25T06:23:00.000-08:00

Yes i could tell you his favourite colour's green.
He likes to argue
Born on the 17th
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
If you ask me if i love him
I'd lie.

COT'D

2007-12-20T00:28:00.000-08:00

WHEN I GOT OFF MY SEAT.. IT LOOKED LIKE I PEED.

JAPAN PICS*

2007-12-19T17:58:00.000-08:00

FEEDING TIME
at DISNEY LAND*

our SNOWMAN! (:

~walking in the park~

MUD ICE-CREAM & SNOW ICE-CREAM

JAPAN CHICK <3 size="2">signing off-

2007-12-05T21:01:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM BINTAN!!!

promise i'll upload the photos..

When i feel like it.

MWAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS~

oh wells..it was quite nice..

the resort we went to was called "flower hill"

it's really cool..big..and..Nice(:

lols.the kids slept in the bigger room..with popo & da jiu jiu.

the room was so grand!!!

like the whole of my house. it was dat big!!!
sheesh.

i feel so deprived now..

im having math tuition l8r.

bleaghs

math sucksSUCKSsucks

oh yeah..

continuing..

DEDE & i

make a great kayaking team..NOT

lols.

he's kinda afraid to get into the sea and walk on algea & turd..

so i had to do the dirty job.

oh wells.

and the current was really strong that day..cos of the stupid wind.

so we went under the bridge and got blown away to the other side.

QUITE TERRIBLE.

& it reminded me of OBS

BLAHBLKABALAH

we were really desperate.

and our families called for rescue motorboats to save us.

ahahs.

so funny!

& when we were supposed to get of the kayak..i slipped.

& dragged dede down with me.

so..we both had injuries.

SOME DAY

i had to cuts on my fingers.

mind you..it's not a little paper cut-

dede had one on his knee.

later we went for a massage..

DEDE & I

it was not as great as the one i had in Bali.

cos this one is quite painful..esp. when they get to the head part.

she was mashing and squishing my head!!!

SO UNCOMFORTABLE.

POOR DEDE.

HE COULDN'T LAUGH at all.

except the first few minutes until my mum shushed him.

so he was like..

SUFFERING IN SILENCE.

hahas

poor him.

he laugh so cute...everywhere also ticklish..

HAHAS

i feel like tickling him now!

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(:
(:
(:
(:

SIGNING OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

hahas.

2007-11-24T22:11:00.000-08:00

DE & TINA
GOOFING AROUND IN THE STUDY ROOM(:

sentosa pics

2007-11-24T21:49:00.000-08:00

Hahas, only now then i downloaded(:
MWAHHAHAH.

this was quite some time ago

Oh wells.. these photos were taken at SENTOSA! (:

totally outta MY randomness

2007-11-24T21:31:00.000-08:00

THIS IS CURRENTLY MY FAVOURITE PIC!***

DE

2007-11-24T07:48:00.000-08:00

DE*

we miss you!!! we miss you!!! we miss you!!!

COME TOMORROW.

hah

2007-11-24T03:06:00.000-08:00

hahas.

today was..quite fun(:

for a couple of reasons..

1) tuition ---> TERRORSITS!(:
& US RULING THE TUITION.

MWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2)A.G.M ---> tree pruning = $ 50,000 (like..wth!?)
EVERYTHING WAS JUST..!??!?!?
including the sore loser. who didnt get into the comittee.and wanted the votes to be recounted..

his reason: i don't need a reason.

3)at the shop ---> COS THE SHOPKEEPER (PROBABLY AN INTERN) DIN NOE HOW TO OPERATE TEH PHOTOCOPYING MACHINE..& AT FIRST I DIDN'T..OMG.I JUZ REALSISED THAT I DIDN'T TURN THE PHOTOCOPYING MACHINE OFF!!!
crapooda.
oh mans. that poor guy. hope he doesn't get scolded.
CRAp.

4)DUNZO~

DE@@

2007-11-23T04:14:00.000-08:00

DE YOU SUCK.

i know i have a lot of fats
but u don't have to keep pinching!!!

BLEAGHS.

get offa me~